大丈夫の？

Right now I have mixed feelings about life.

Putting aside my problems that somehow could make me sleep all day and cry all night, I am thinking about my little brother who is now thinking of leaving his study.

Inky: A Story

If you have noticed, my blog name is called 'Inky' which roughly means 'as dark as ink'. I started this blog few years ago. Like, 9 years ago maybe? And I don't quite remember what I named this blog in the first time I made it, but the last time before I changed it to 'Inky', it was called 'Cinereous' which is the color of ash.

I named it 'Cinereous' before because I think it was a color that defines me nicely. Cinereous stands between black and white, and a little bit of brown. Focusing on the white and black combination only, I think I was a person who is being in between a good/nice white and dark/gloomy black. It was me thinking before I realised, I was wrong.

I want(ed) to be an Engineer!

It's late at night and I still can't sleep. And instead of forcing myself to sleep, which will lead to me waking up late nevertheless, I think it's better for me to make an update here in my blog.

Throwback: Hiroshima (1)

I went to Hiroshima on my previous birthday. Using Seishun 18 kippu, it was one of the destination of my 5-day solo trip in Southern Japan (March 20-25th, 2017), apart from Osaka, Kyoto, and Nara.

I don't quite remember, but I think I told my parents that I'm going to be travelling alone. I also asked a friend who had experience of living in Japan if it's possible to go from Chiba, the city where I lived in, to Hiroshima in a day. She said it's doable, but a lil' bit too ambitious. But I did go anyway.

The Thoughts of Losing Peeps

Today is a slow day and I think I will wrote another blogpost for a different topic.

I think I am experiencing what they called quarter-life crisis right now. And no, it's not about the future. These moments I think I have so much confidence I could be anything and do anything if I would spare some of my time to focus. I know, but I also up for all the ugly truths life have out there. I am a grown woman. lol.

The thing I'd like to talk about here is about my social circle. I have many friends, if that doesn't sound like I'm blabbering, lol. I have my school friends that I'd like to keep in touch with, from elementary ones to high school ones. I have my college friends, I have other random friends who are sometimes I couldn't even remember how we could be friends in the first place, and many other friends. Of course, all those friends are nice, but I'd only share my personal stuffs to those who are close to me.

And.......that's the problems now.

Another Life Update

I know. It's been quite a long time since the last time I wrote a blogpost.
Recently I met my ex-boyfriend, and as you could expect from unfinished story (well, it was actually at my side only) and undefined closure, I did have emotional outbursts. I cried a lot while listening to IU's Ending Scene. I know, so stupid.
But I think I am in the state of thinking clearly right now so I could pour my feelings to this written post. To have a closure for myself. To end this thing nicely.

Life... update?

Hola it's Trya again! (Yes, I'll write my name that way from now on lol)

So, it's been like, more than two months since I left Japan. My plan to write at least one blog post everyday while I was in Japan? Ha! It ended up to be just a plan. I made travel-diary in Instagram tho, with hashtag #トリアの日本旅行 which literally translated as Tria's Japan Trip. My feeds are messed up tho, unlike those cool kids nowadays who could be give 'aesthetic' touch to theirs. Lol ain't got no time for that!

Point is, I didn't write too much about my journey but it really does mean so much. It's my second time abroad, the first time was to France, in which I decided to make a blog. Yes, this one. It was 2008 and my writing is so 'alay' that I still used 'q' to replace 'ku' which meaning refers to myself (I). Lol.

Ke Jepang euy! - Hari 1

Alhamdulillah akhirnya punya kesempatan ke Jepang!