大丈夫の？

Right now I have mixed feelings about life.

Putting aside my problems that somehow could make me sleep all day and cry all night, I am thinking about my little brother who is now thinking of leaving his study.

Inky: A Story

If you have noticed, my blog name is called 'Inky' which roughly means 'as dark as ink'. I started this blog few years ago. Like, 9 years ago maybe? And I don't quite remember what I named this blog in the first time I made it, but the last time before I changed it to 'Inky', it was called 'Cinereous' which is the color of ash.

I named it 'Cinereous' before because I think it was a color that defines me nicely. Cinereous stands between black and white, and a little bit of brown. Focusing on the white and black combination only, I think I was a person who is being in between a good/nice white and dark/gloomy black. It was me thinking before I realised, I was wrong.

I want(ed) to be an Engineer!

It's late at night and I still can't sleep. And instead of forcing myself to sleep, which will lead to me waking up late nevertheless, I think it's better for me to make an update here in my blog.